grey skies..

Whenever i look up and see gray skies, my heart would have this gloomy feeling...this is exactly what i felt today..
friends i use to be close with is now so far away..people around you are not genuine..insincere and fakes....i've became this bitter person and i start to like this bitter personality..oh no..what is becoming of me?
to be bitter for the better..?

xoxo
melynda

Searching....

I'm now looking for an apartment to rent...got to get away from this place...god,how can this people live this way...i wonder the human' durability towards dirt...sigh..anyway..i saw this fantastic appartment...it was beautiful....gonna check out the price...hope i get the place..(crossing fingers)awesome view,three swimming pools,two gyms and i can't remember! too excited...hmm....meet more and more awesome people...circle is getting bigger...hihi.....people that i know earlier starts to dissapear..lost contact just like that..anyway....they are still friends...

anyway...
everything is going well now..life and work...just a lil headache from college....dreams are getting closer i can almost smell it..

all nyou guys have a great day and stay beautiful..

muaxs
xoxoxo