Wednesday, July 21, 2010

first step...

a lady told me today that she's gonna make a grown up decision to leave the place she called home for many years. It's not gonna be easy,that is what exactly ii told her..but then it got me thinking, how many of us dreamed or planned but never have the guts to do it? The first step is always the hardest to take. It's like to take the first step to jumped into the unknown. many of us are comfortable in our skin right now..we dare not to venture out of our comfort zone for the fear of change and what to expect...Let us put it this way, move out of your comfort zone, see what you can discover about yourself..you might just see things or do things that you yourself wouldn't expect that you could do it.. embrace the unknown and live life to the fullest without regrets or doubts. yes the fear will still be there but face it and you will overcome it. be bold and take the first step and conquer what life has in store for you. You are great and incredible despite what the world told you. everyone in this world is born to greatness. they are just yet to be discovered..look forward and remember the past but do not hold on to it. let it serve you as a reminder of what you have done. learn from it. our past is one of the wisest teacher we could ever ask for..
word of advise..change is never for the faint hearted..you are a brave one when you decide to take the first step...charge it not only with your heart but also mind body and soul..set yourself free!

Sunday, July 18, 2010

upside down,inside out

a lot has happen in past few week..unexpected things happen...i got myself new friends, new crowd, got myself kissed...(by who?),went for cover girl search and got into an accident....sigh..a lot of things had happen lately and some of them really open my eyes..number one...dun rush into things...one wise old man once told me that do not rush onto a relationship..just go with the flow..so,going with the flow then i shall..to lead a blind man is not to walk behind or in front of him but to walk beside him..now i'm wondering who is the blind one? lol...signing up to a gym is one of the best decision i have done in life..no regrets..i should have done it earlier...Celebrity Fitness Sunway Pyramid rocks...and i finally pour my heart out to a crush i have crushed on for 2 years..man...what's next i'm not sure..but i do hope the turnout will be good..(cross my fingers), there are also mistakes that i made that i regret..we'll i can't turn back time but i'll learn from my mistakes and move on..been elected as president of a club, work study and putting back the pieces of my heart and my life can be exhausting...phew..need to lay back for a moment and take a breather and off to become a super women again..aim in life is getting clearer and closer..now the next thing is to climb mount kinabalu and maybe sky diving...gonna get myself to learn how to skate and swim...what else do i want to do? hmmm? gonna have to think about it...backpacking? hmm..i know one person i can kidnapped to go backpacking with me....hehehehe....and to all the wonderful friends i have thank you and love you guys...you know who you are..
Alrighty then, that's all for now..i'll write again in the next blog...bye.

xoxoxoxox

Melynda