tell me why?

i was getting down the cab at my aunt's home when my neighbour's little boy( he's only 3) said wah..che che linda is so beautiful....wahahahahaha...what a cute little boy...then yesterday as i was walking home i saw a family of three and a little boy was walking between them...he turn around and gave me a smile as charming as he could...aw.....so cute! what is becoming to this young children nowadays...sigh then i thought of something...why we adults have to be so complicated? why can't we be like an innocent child? just say what we feel and take it like they do....yet they get upset but within minutes they are okay with it as though nothing had happened.
adults nowadays getting more and more difficult to get close to....sigh why?

finally..so..now,what's next?

It's been two very long weeks and lots of things had happen...matters that confused my head and matters of the heart...i was left with an impression that someone was mad at me..but after two wondering weeks finally i confronted the person and apparently he's not...another on pulak felt like he's avoiding me....now really confused and still unsure...well give him time then...anyways pushing the matters of the heart aside...work is like crazy...more and more work to be done as the year end approaches..time seems to fly really,really fast...with preparation of the school concert, studies and wanna do some new stuff..planning to get a tattoo next month,bungee jump after that,hmmmm....what else..ah go for a holiday...the sun, sea the beach..ah...when can i see ya..?
i need to concentrate on work and study now so heart is getting harden as time past..not even him can affect me now..i have worked my way to not show any feelings..unnessary ones that is..i still smile cry like a normal human tho...lol...
then we'll see where it goes from there then..
oh ya....i'm an otaku..
hhehehe....and proud of being one..
i nelieve in angels and there's one for me out there..
i just gotta find you..

well that's all for now..till next time..

xoxoxoxo
enjoy life to the fullest!